i need some time to heal dis wound

im still could not get over it..my heart is still ache. all my friends are now finally arrived at bangalore n cardiff while im still here, trying to heal dis wound alone. i've nobody to share how i really feel and i could not stop myself from sobbing. i also got myself flu, sore throat and fever. and i sleep all day long to forget dis sadness.WHY AM I SO WEAK???

i've been asking myself WHY dis happen to me?WHY me?i've been working so hard. dear Allah, pls grant my wish..juz dis time for i can ask no more :'( but He didn't grant my wish for now, i believe dat He will grant me with the best gift ever someday. InsyaAllah as He promised

"If Allah SWT accept your prayers, then Allah will strengthen your faith in Him",
"If ALLAH hold your prayer, ALLAH will test your patience",
If ALLAH NOT answer your prayer, then God had planned something better for you ".

ppl keep telling me to be patient and everything happens for a reason. i wish so. Allah always knows the best for His servants. and as His loyal servants, i must put my trust in HIM.

وَعَسَى أنْ تَكْر هُوا شَيْئًا وَهُم خَيْرٌ لَكُمْ عَسَى أنْ تُحِبَّوا شَيْئًا وَهُوَ شَرَّ لَكُمْ وَاللَّهُ يَعْلَمُ وَأنْتُمْ لَا تَعْلَمُونَ

Perhaps you hate something when it is good for you, and perhaps you love something when it is bad for you.
God knows and you do not know.

(Al-Baqarah, verse 216)




dis video is sent to me by a sister to show her concern towards me. im being grateful! :')


hopefully, i can get over dis soon. i need some time man..some time

Man has been asked repeatedly to ask Allah(swt) for that which he desires. To end suffering, pain or to acquire that which we desire the most, dua is made unto Allah(swt). In Surah Ghafir, Allah(swt) says:

"And your Lord says: "Call on Me; I will answer your (Prayer)" – [Quran 40:60]

Yet many of our prayers go unanswered and people often wonder why their prayers were not heard. All prayers made to Allah(swt) are heard by Him:

"When my servants ask you concerning me, (tell them) I am indeed close (to them). I listen to the prayer of every suppliant when he calls on me." – [Quran 2:186]

:) i believe that the cloud really did have a silver lining. soon, Allah will answer my prayer!

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